Monday, April 21, 2003 san. just read your diary. i am totally sorry for ruining your day. if i knew that jing and kai ni were gonna come onto me with this issue, i wouldnt have gone at all. i went there just pretending that i didnt know a thing ok? i totally did not expect this. and i have to say this once again. i dont mind anything!! i was only upset on how i found out about it. that's all. so sorry once again for ruining you 'great' day. and i didnt mean it in any way. not like i enjoyed it or something. argh. and i am totally guilty ok? so guilty till i decided to quit legion. once and for all. forever. the problem doesnt lie with any one of you. it lies with me and only me ok? i am so sorry for being such a bad friend. arhs. in order not to ruin any of your other outings, i wont go for any the next time.
once again, i am a horrible friend. i always am. so get away from me.. all of you!!
ok jing. you aint gonna come here i know. anws, today zhuang lao shi never come. haiz. made me waste my time doing her homework. and the free period before her lesson, i was taking a little nap but was woken up to attend chinese lessons which didnt happen. but then i was reading this mag about the courses available in temasak polytechnic. seems nice. haha. :) urms. [was just thinking. i think that there are more shuai guys in jc then in poly. haha. i think only!! from what i see larhs.] oh yeah. today was supposed to clear the np room. according to the NCOs of mine, it seemed a lot of people was going to come and help out. but no! great. my partner deserted me for a damn good reason — buying a cake for my friend's bday. i mean, what kind of reason is that? and it's my good friend bday mind you..and not hers!!! so i must abandon her the next time i have some personal outing on my own larhs. so pissed. worst, she was the one who told me to go lohs!!! siaoz mans. just my luck to have such an irresponsible partner. dont think she feels anything not sorry or something. anws, thanks to lynn (my bestie!), daphne and min min (buddy!!), i got the np room cleared up. they're the best! love 'em!!
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